Many parents, I'm sure, are thrilled when their child begins their school career. I, however, am not one of those parents. Well, let me rephrase. I'm a parent with very mixed emotions. On one hand, I'm excited about my eldest child starting school as neither her father or I imagined a day like today would come--on schedule, no less. At the same time, I miss my daughter--terribly. For three years, I've nurtured, cared for, played with, disciplined (when warranted) and enjoyed Princess Abigail. Today, she starts pre-K--and not only for a few hours, but for six straight hours. During those hours, I will not hear her laughter or singing. I will not see her engage the twin princes in play, nor will we be able to experience a battle of wills at lunchtime. No, three other ladies named Lauren, Ginny and Carolyn get all that enjoyment...until 2:30 p.m. M-F. It's a new era for us as a family. The boys already miss her --and I'm sure she misses them. They look around pieces of furniture to see if she is there. They crawl from one room to another seeking out their big sister. Alas, she's no where to be found. :( Incredibly, Abby went off to school with her teacher, Miss Lauren, with no tantrums, tears or issue. In fact, she left my side quickly and with ease. This bummed me out as I would have hoped for a little separation anxiety--if nothing more than to prove that I mean something in the life of my daughter. Alas, she loves her teacher (who happens to be an incredibly woman, by the way) and already has procured several friends--her favorite of which is Colleen! So, I'm waiting by the phone--expecting Miss Lauren to call and say that Abby needs to be picked up, but if I know my daughter as well as I think I do, she won't want to come home to the chaos of her brothers. She'd rather be with new friends, in a new place, with new adults--and far away from the kingdom. Now, if I could just figure out how to concentrate on work, rather than mommyhood.....

Abby enters her new classroom. Welcome to Mrs.
Jurta's Pre-K!

Abby grins from ear to ear with Para-professional Ginny

Abby considers making a run for it.
I've got Mommy's keys...and I can drive a car, so..should I or shouldn't I..?
Mrs.
Jurta (M) prepares to take the entire class to the playground. Abby's friend Colleen (L) is going to hold her hand. :) So sweet.

What a way to start your first day of school--with the hand of a good friend and your teacher. :)